It’s crazy how you can go from knowing someone to not knowing them at all. It’s like you never met before or your just nonexistent. Maybe even a figment of their imagination who really knows. But I find it crazy that you can meet one person, get really close to them, talk to them every single day, get all happy to hear their voice, go out with them and enjoy multiple good times, but then at the end of the day all of those things just become memories. The person and the memories are only things you once knew. It almost seems like it was never real in a way. You can get so close to someone and then they walk out of your life and you may or may not see or never talk to each other ever again. I don’t know maybe its life or a lesson that life tries to teach everyone who really knows, but at the end of the day it all comes down to if someone is meant to be in your life, they will be. I guess.

I’m still being patient and taking everything day by day. Im looking forward to going out later whether its raining or not I still need to fill out some job apps and see if its still possible for me to get a summer job. I’m really excited to start my internship with Black Enterprise magazine as well and just to be living a completely different lifestyle from what I am living now. My summer is going to get pretty interesting and the next couple of weeks are going to get interesting as well. It will be pretty awkward for you and I both. But I just have to remain strong and continue to be happy. I keep going along with the fact that if someone’s meant to be in your life, they will be.